Thursday, July 27, 2006

Butterflies...

I'm getting really nervous about my OB/GYN appointment tomorrow. Best case scenario is that I love the doctor, he listens to our concerns, agrees that I need the biopsy, and can schedule it for sometime next week.

Worst case scenario is making me very anxious, though. What if this doctor is another in the long line of crappy medical professionals I've seen in the last four months? What if he's like the nurse at my old RE's office who was insulting and demeaning? Or the dumber-than-dumb internist I saw earlier this month? What if I hate him?

I know I shouldn't worry like this. If I hate him, we'll just find another OB/GYN in the practice, or even possibly go civilian. It'll cost more, but it's not like we're expecting to get out of this infertility hell with our savings intact. I just want to like him so much! I want to finally trust a doctor again. I want to have some hope that we'll get through this.

The appointment is at 11:30 tomorrow morning, so I won't be back with a report until 1:00 at the earliest. Any good appointment vibes you can send my way would be greatly appreciated!

3 comments:

The Town Criers said...

I'm sending you great appointment vibes.

We went to see a fantastic OB and then discovered that there was a mix-up and they didn't take our insurance. I left the appointment sobbing because I had finally found an OB I liked. It's hard to find!

I sometimes ask for referrals for other types of doctors from doctors I like. I figure that if they're friends, they're probably somewhat similar.

Anonymous said...

Vibes, emanations auras, force fields and just plain love and good luck from me.
Dad

Tiffany said...

I hope it went well and am anxious to hear!